handover to the universe

sometimes things come when you need them most.

i am going home next friday for an indefinite period of time. although it was unplanned and unexpected, i can't think of anywhere else i should be right now and i am looking forward to it. i should consider myself lucky that i can just leave lancaster so quickly and without a lot of commitments to contend with, although i'll need to work almost entirely independently on my dissertation.

i am giving this one to the universe though and trusting that i am going where i most need to be. i don't think i've thrown things out to the universe enough lately, but i believe that when you do, the things that need to happen do happen and you will be better for it.