i know i am going to sound like i’m whining, but getting up at 6am with an alarm clock on a monday morning is tough! and driving (well, being a passenger) for 6 hours of rural roads in liberia is also a challenge. and i am going to blame the latter on my nap takeover when i finally got home this evening...
the purpose for the early start and travelling was that i had a job interview to work in a company’s corporate social responsibility/community investment department. well, to essentially BE the csr department. while there were moments where i was tempted, i know the role is not for me.
after discussions today, i confirmed what i already suspected – that i didn’t move all the way to liberia to work 10 hours a day 6 days a week while living away from my boyfriend (i still think that ‘partner’ sounds so lame). although the worksite is not geographically that far away from monrovia, the road conditions make it a bit of a trek and the company’s rather restrictive policies would make it difficult to get back to the capital city with any regularity.
but it was still so interesting to see a new part of the country with the driver they sent to collect me and to see how a foreign company operates and attempts to have a lasting positive impact on the communities where they operate. there were a few red flags in their programming (they directly support local orphanages), but it seemed like it would be a challenging and rewarding position, but it just won’t be the one for me.
which is ok as i have another job lined up as of last week and it will allow me to ease back into the world of international development with the organisation i used to work for in kenya. and with the mentality of ‘eat what you kill’ in fund raising and project development, it might also be challenging and rewarding, but for very different reasons.
i have committed to something of a trial period and i am banking on previous healthy working relationships and familiarity with the organisation and the content to lend itself to success. i am not so sure that i am ready to give up my weekday workouts, leisurely morning coffees, and flexible schedule. but it could all be worthwhile simply to have regular fast internet at the office!
above all, in the big, bad world of international development, having work experience to show for my time in liberia will be beneficial and it will aid in making the big life decisions that are on the horizon. but if we decide to stay in monrovia, i am getting a kitten! and he is orange! and he was just a week old when i met him and hadn't yet opened his eyes!