after moaning about not knowing what i should be when i grow up, recently some options have materialized. my recent flurry of job applications has resulted in 3 job interviews this week. i've only heard back from 1 of them and i have the option of moving to azerbaijan if that were to tickle my fancy.
and it might. it is just that i am still not really clear on what my next move should be. and yet i am also perilously aware that this indecision can turn into paralysis.* but so many factors need to be weighed. salary, contract length, career direction, my interest in the roles, levels of responsibility, distance from the people i love.
more than anything, i am wondering if i am ready to relocate after coming to liberia just 2 months ago. and after another few months in another location, if i will be ready to pick and leave again. perhaps i could do it for a year or so, but the idea of having a home base once again is rather appealing.
but what is equally appealing is more field-based experience and more travel and adventure (even if adventure means sitting by my pool in tropical heat in december). and i keep thinking it is a mutually exclusive decision, but maybe i need to think more creatively and explore ways to achieve both a sense of home and stability with the challenge and excitement of 'the new.'
i sense a few pro/con lists in my immediate future. and more than a few reminders of deep breaths and that this decision, like all that have preceded it, is not the last i will make and that it is just as much ok to say no as it is to say yes.
* paralysis is a rather tricky word to spell without spellcheck.
1 comment:
Also hard to spell without spell check: meringue.
Good luck lady! And if how fun the word is to say plays any part in your decision, that's a check in the pro column for Azerbaijan.
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