i am just going to ease back into this blogging thing. even though i HAVE made a deal to blog twice weekly.
and not that i haven't had about a thousand ideas of stuff to write about as i prepare to pick up my life and relocate to monrovia, liberia in 1 short week.
but baby steps.
and today those baby steps revolve around my panic that air canada's flight attendants have decided to strike as of this thursday. the first legs of my journey are with air canada so here i am on thanksgiving sunday worrying that i might not be able to get to monrovia. and this is all complicated with the fact that only 3 days after i arrive, i am booked on a non-refundable flight to casablanca, morocco. eesh.
and this comes at a time where i am struggling with so many conflicting emotions. i suppose that it goes without saying that leaving your hometown (again), your job, your house, and your network and friends and family, is tough. the goodbyes, the realization that i will miss months, if not years, of my new niece's life, and knowing that i am leaving a vibrant social network is sad.
this is tempered with the excitement i have for moving to a new country, a new city, and a new house that promises to bring adventure and hold a bright future. i am thrilled to be able to enjoy a holiday to morocco, christmas in tanzania, and daily life in a city that will certainly mystify, confound, and surprise me in equal measure. i was ready for a change, as evidenced by my moaning for months about figuring out what i want to be when i grow up, and here it is. it just happens to come with a lot of thoughts, feelings, and stress. but then again, if it were easy, everyone would do it. and if it weren't a challenge, i probably wouldn't be interested.